Nurul Fatin

NURUL FATIN. YES! Thats her name. I LOVE her so much! She is my pet lil sister. I love her like my own siblings. I always share my problems and she always share her problems with me. Hmm. Aten sayang, i love you so much okay baby girl? Don't leave me alone dear. ILOVEYOUSOMUCH! (:

Hey baby (:

Let me tell you something about me.
Hello guys. Maybe you guys don't really know who i am. So yeah. I'm gonna tell you something about me.

My name is Tengku Fara Sara Emilda or Sara Rebekah Kim Lizzy Xavier. I'm 19. Stay at Desa Sri Hartamas in Damansara. I was born in Paris and stay there until i'm 16. When i'm 17, i moved to Malaysia. I have twin named Tengku Farael Scott Emirza. I love him so much. I'm mix with America, Malay, Japanese, Chinese, Korean and Siamese. I have 2 daughter named Tengku Nur Alya Syafinaz and Nurul Liyana Hishamuddin. I love both of them so much like i love my twin. I got 8 siblings including me. Tengku Farael Scott Emirza, Tengku Fara Sara Emilda, Tengku Fara Sara Emilia, Tengku Fara Sara Emily, Tengku Fara Sara Emildana, Tengku Fara Sara Emilana, Tengku Fara Sara Emilyana and Tengku Fara Sara Emilzana. I have 1 kiddo named Nur Fadzli bin Ahmad. I love him so much! I have 1 gedikss named Muhammad Azraf Azmi and 1 petlilsister named Nurul Fatin. They're AWESOME and always cheer me up when i feel down. I'm a bad temper, i can easily hit someone when that person make me bad mood. I always slap my twin when he make me bad mood. Imma bad girl but i'm nice. I only talk to someone who is nice to me. When you wanna be friends with me, think twice okay? Because i wont be nice or friendly unless you guys start it first. Hmm. What else *thinking. Oh YEAH! I'm childish when i'm on the phone with my twin and my mum. I do eat alot, i do drink alot, i do sleep alot and i do party alot. I hate when guys smoke, drunker, drugs dealer like my ex boyfriend and playboy. I'm very JEALOUS when my boyfriend or the person that i like comment or chatting or flirt or anything with a girls. Plus, for ladies, i don't like you trying to take my boyfriend  from me. If i know you want to take my boyfriend from me, you will die soon baby. I have 2 boyfriends named Nurul Syafiqah Shuib and Marliyana Mohammad Halmi. They're AWESOME! Guys, please! If you want to flirt me, think twice. I'm gonna be your nightmare if you flirt me. Lastly, i love my parent, my twin, my babies, my siblings, my boyfriends, my kiddo, my pet lil sister, my gedikss and my friends (:

Wedding Dress (English Girl Version) by Christine Nguyen

I Miss You

B, can you be home and stay with me? I miss you. I know you're safe but yeah. I wish you're here with me so that i can share everything that i had been through without you by my side. B, please. Baby Mirsa miss you b. I miss you more than anything. I didn't do stupid things like i did before this. Hmmm. B, i'm having a problem now.  Someone hurts my feelings. I need you now! B, that guy call everyone "BABY". I know you always read my blog so that you can know what happen to me or anything right? I'm not feeling well. High fever. Mummy force me to go to hospital but i don't want. I want you by my side now B. I know you will mad at me for not going to the hospital but seriously, after you leave me, i feel like its not worthing to stay anymore. My behalf is already gone. I need it back. Mirza, please be home asap okay? I miss you so much. If you want me to be okay and not sick anymore, please be home. I need you. I don't want anything to hurts you. B, please be home.
Love, Sara

I regret that i know you

Oh boy! Thanks for lying to me. Anyway, thanks for make me happy and do your cute voice but for me now, its so annoying! I hate you and thanks because you call everyone "BABY". I like it! And please! Don't call me "BABY" anymore because you're not my ***** anymore. You know who you are. You treat me like a BITCH and yeah i regret i fall in love with you. You know what, when i know that you call that slut "BABY BABY BABY imchuu" Its really hurts okay! I ask you before this and you told me that you only call me "BABY" and you didn't call your slut "BABY" but why you lie to me? I will make sure you pay back after you broke my heart little monster. You know, i like your GAME! Its so AWESOME! I wish you all the best and GOODLUCK with your "CUTENESS" voice to flirt GIRL and call everyone "BABY" okay? Thanks for everything again.

KYUNGSAN! ILOVEYOU!

My BOYFRIEND!

Nurul Syafiqah Shuib. YES! Thats her name. ILOVEHERSOMUCH!
Boyfriend, i love you so much okay! Don't leave me alone okay biyy!
ILOVEYOUMORE than YOULOVEME biyy! (:
Thanks for everything :DD

Ive Tried to Say goodbye

I'm so sorry. I don't have any mood to talk to you. IDK why maybe after what you said to me its just hurts my feeling. *you know who you are dear

Tengku Farael Scott Emirza: Can you come back to Malaysia and be with me again? I miss you so much Mirza. I cried everyday because i miss you. I can't really sleep because i didn't hear your voice or see your face. Mirza, please come home. I hope we can meet again tonight. Take care your self Mirza. Iloveyou 

Fadzli Ahmad (:

Kiddo! I like your new DP. Cute! :DD
Honest okay! Oh yeah, i like your black hair rather than your coloured hair. Make sure you DON'T colour your hair again okay dear? (:

I love HER!

Bored face :D

NAILS! (:

The new hair babeh!

Story for Today

Hmmm. Actually i need to meet my mummy but i didn't. I still mad at her because of something. She didn't tell me anything about my twin. B! Baby miss you so much. When can b come back to Malaysia? Baby know b will tell this "Wait until Japan is okay". And my answer will be "NO!" I don't want to wait! B! Baby need you :/ Alya need you so badly b. Please be home early kay? I will wait for you (:

IMISSYOUSOMUCH Lily! :/

When are you coming back to Malaysia? I need you now sayang

I LOVE my SHOES! (:

Bora! ♥

OMG :O
I like her! Can i be like her? (: ILOVEYOUSOMUCH Yoon Bo Ra! ♥

This is for you Tengku Fara Sara Emilda. By Tengku Farael Scott Emirza

Baby, I'm so sorry because i open your blog. Maybe this is the way for me to let you know how much i miss you and i love you so much baby. I'm so sorry because i leave you alone baby. Its not that i don't love you or anything, seriously i love you so much baby. I love you more than anything but yeah, if this my faith, i will face it. Anything can happen in Japan but yeah i want you to know that please takecare of yourself baby. Don't do stupid things anymore okay? If not i will slap you okay baby? Please, i want you to takecare of yourself baby. I don't want to lose you baby. I miss your hug and your "GEDIKNESS" laugh and talk baby. I miss your nagging. Your nagging is cute for me okay baby! I love you so much. Please takecare Alya for me okay baby? I'm gonna miss you alot baby! Sorry because i didn't call you or text you. Because now in Japan its getting worst. I don't want you to worry about me. Anything i will let you know in Formspring or Twitter kay baby? Anyway, i need you to be careful when i'm not around okay dear? Last word for me, TAKECARE, ILOVEYOU & IMISSYOU TENGKU FARA SARA EMILDA! ♥

Iloveyouboyfriend ♥

Note for myself (:

Miss this moment

I miss to BULLY you Mirza! Please come back home ASAP :/
I MISS YOU!

My mood for today......

My mood for today: SLEEPY!
I miss my twin!

Fadzli Ahmad

My BELOVED KIDDO
Fadd, iloveyousomuch.
I suka your morning voice, mcam budak kecil je ohh. Comel sngatsngat laa ngada. Sorry laa tak VC you kt skype. I ngantuk laa sayang. Sorry okay? Hmm. You know, when first time you FS i, i was like whattaheck -.- Apa laa masalah budak ni, HAHAHA. But then when chat dngan you, sumpa you baik. Dah laa suka buli i akn pnggil BF i KEY SOAP, i sepak you karang mati juga. BF i KI SEOP and NOT KEY SOAP laaa Kiddo! If you pnggil KEY SOAP lagi, i bunuh you okay? :DD Kiddo! Thanks cz you tak jahat mcam twin i -.- HAHAHAHA. Anyway, i love you tau tau KIDDO! ♥ And PLEASE! Jngan ckap perkataan 'CEMASS' you lagi bole tak sayang? Taksukataksuka! HAHAHHA

Tengku Farael Scott Emirza

Mirza, imissyousomuch.
I want you to be there for me. I'm worry about you. Please be home when everything in Japan is back to normal. Please Mirza, imissyousomuch. I'm worry. I'm worry if i had to lose you again. Please Mirza, don't leave me alone again. Please don't leave me like mama did. Please Mirza, i need you by my side. I miss when you wake me up early in the morning, i miss when you mad at me when i didn't pick up your phone call, i miss when you do your sad face when i don't want to follow you go meet your friends, i miss when you hug me when i'm crying, mad or i feel like killing someone, i miss when you kiss me when i feel like crying, i miss when you almost slap me when i do stupid things and i miss YOUR LOVELY VOICE Mirza. Tengku Farael Scott Emirza, I MISS YOU SO MUCH TWIN! Please take care yourself. Don't go anywhere until everything okay. PROMISE me MIRZA! ILOVEYOUSOMUCH! ♥